been observing a lot lately
bystander shelling out roses
set up everyone’s self esteem
while another door to mine closes
no longer trippin on it
already set myself free
just confused what i’m still doing here
if it’s you and not me
…
can’t hear you
i’m in too high
somewhere between freeze or fly
going twelve rounds with myself
artic altitude
sober the need for connection
hopeful social butterfly with trajection
metamorph this solitude
hello, old friend
we meet again
take a sip of Lethe
vouch for all my ventriloquy
reintroducing me...
one year down and calcifying
zoom out enough to find a silver lining
looking for spring in the dead of winter
spilled milk at breakfast, fight the tears at dinner
peacekeeper consolation prize
place the blame just like a pill
cross my t’s and blood shot eyes
with enough blind spots, shoot to kill